Saturday, March 6, 2010

i'm over it...

I haven't written because I'm actually kind of sick of myself.  Isn't that sad?  I have slept approx. 3 hrs since Thursday at 5 am, Aeon or Leon died (who the hell can tell them apart), and I totally blew it on my test yesterday.  I did math problems for 2 days, Thursday morning I did excellent on all the practice tests I took, and when I got in there I blanked and couldn't remember how to do hardly any of them.  Fractions I was doing in my head at home I did over and over on paper and couldn't remember how to solve it.  I teared up half way through the Math and then I was so freaked out I couldn't concentrate during the Reading Comprehension.  OMG I hope I did well enough to get into my program.  I know the world won't end if I don't get in but I will be devastated.  Oh! and here's the kicker, the results will be mailed on April 1.  I have to wait a freaking month!  I am going to lose it.  The fish are not relaxing, the filtered water pouring back into the tank is so loud, we are trying to figure out how to get it out of here and not hurt the fish.  We're putting it in the family room.  It is driving me insane and now I just worry about them all dying.  God I'm hopeless!


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