Friday, October 28, 2016

Are You There God? It's Me Mandy

Are you there God? Its me Mandy.
Please tell me how my Advisor who is also my teacher this semester is just now telling me that my program changed. Its called something else and the course load is different. I talked to him months ago about a discrepancy that I didn't understand and he never mentioned it.

Please tell me how I got feedback on an assignment I completed 2 weeks ago on Monday that he wanted me to change aspects of my project that we had to start execution of the same day. This project that I had to submit first draft of over a month ago and have not received ANY guidance until the day that HE scheduled us to begin.

Please tell my why I'm in a class geared toward business and marketing? A project that counts as a large portion of my grade is supposed to be about generating sales in real life. An ad campaign for a business that I don't have. I had to think outside the box and blur the lines to make this work and I have just found out I haven't done everything I need to. I have had to come home from work every night and spend hours working on this to schedule posts to go out throughout the day and using my breaks at work to make sure the posts are executing.

Please don't let this class and bad leadership take my 4.0 GPA away. I don't have anything, and its the 1 thing that gives me validation that I am good enough, at least in that aspect. Through all the negatives, at least I'm smart.

I am grateful for everything I have and all the love and support you have placed around me. I know that you have plans for me and through this struggle I will come out better on the other side. Please just help me get there.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

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